Does your faith need a cool drink of refreshing water? Read along.
I see our Lord everywhere; in people, in children, in my dog, (yes, my dog), and especially in nature. Some people raise their eyebrows at this concept, but when Jesus Christ saturates your life you cannot help but view life shaded in a reflection of Him.
I will never forget last Thursday when one of my more memorable encounters with My King happened in a courtyard at Covenant Counseling Center. I had finished a session with my counselor, but earlier in our time together I was describing a story a friend told me about when she was a little girl. She explained that her daddy would kneel every night and pray before she and her sister went to bed. The two sisters would fight to be the one who got to get under him as he was kneeling in prayer. The story was so precious and touched me so much that the imagery I formulated will forever be imprinted in my mind and on my heart. It was a story that reminded me of a verse that is very special to me. Psalm 91:4 ~ He will cover you with his feathers. He will shelter you with his wings. His faithful promises are your armor and protection.
I was telling my counselor how this verse has been layered over me time and again the last couple years. Little did I know that just a short time later, that very verse would come to life right before my eyes.
I finished my session and walked out to a crisp, sunny, beautiful day. I had an urge to be outside, so I drove home, got my reading materials and came back to the same location to sit in the peaceful and inviting small courtyard in front of the building. One thing I love about that courtyard is it appears like an umbrella of trees, so it feels secluded and safe. While I was sitting on the bench, I was praying and again reflecting on many verses in addition to Psalm 91:4.
I was there about an hour when my peace was interrupted by an onslaught of noise in one of the trees just to my left. A majestic, red tail hawk landed on a sturdy branch, and he had an army of crows, after him. Crows are loud, and they are relentless predators.
I suddenly froze and was unable to think or react quickly because I could not believe what was evolving. In that quiet place Psalm 91:4 was beautifully played out in the nature that surrounded me. I was in awe of my faithful and loving Father, who goes to creative lengths to express His presence and love. Let me explain.
After studying the battalion of crows charging at the hawk for several minutes, I noticed the hawk was using his wings as a deflector and shield of protection. I eventually maneuvered myself into a location that I could see the hawk was protecting something under his wing. Time and time again crow after crow would dive at the hawk, and the hawk would bat his wing to deflect the attack. I watched this go on for over 15 minutes. The hawk was protecting a baby and was doing so with such commanding diligence, strength, and care. The crows were not giving up easily, but neither was the hawk. He was resolute. Despite the continuous assaults, the hawk shielded that vulnerable baby.
The other thing that impacted me was the stability of the hawk; as he was hit over and over again using his wing for defense. Some of the attacks were aggressive enough that he would bobble or slightly lose his balance. Every single time, however, he would regain his footing, readjust and return to an anchored stance on the branch. He never moved from the same spot the entire time even though he would stumble at times. He never flew away in an attempt to flea from fear. He never gave up, and he was the lone one standing in the end!
When we are under the shelter of our Lord Jesus, we are a lot like that hawk. Attacks come, fear assaults us and enemies persecute us. We may lose our balance; we may have to readjust, and we may be shaken, but we are never shattered because our anchor is under the wings of a King, who is our armor and protection. He will not be moved. When our foundation is solid in Him, we may falter, and need adjustments at times, but we can withstand life’s storms still returning to a stable stance.
I was also reminded of Revelation 5:6 that day. ~ Then I saw a Lamb that looked as if it had been slaughtered, but it was standing between the throne and the four living beings and among the twenty-four elders.
Jesus suffered throughout his life. Many attacks were forged against him and He was eventually crucified. Sometimes life can leave us feeling battered, bruised, betrayed and cut up as if we, too have been slain. The key to the verse in Revelation is the Lamb, though he looked as if he had been slaughtered, He was still standing.
Life is hard, but when His feathers are our garments and His wings our refuge, there will be times we are disturbed, but never defeated because the Promiser keeper says He is our sure foundation.
Most days I do not have adequate time or energy to get it all done. The enemy tells me I am not enough. Living within the realm of infallible grace assures me that even on my worst days; I am always enough. You are, too, friend! Ephesians 2:8-9~ For by grace you have been saved through faith. And this is not your own doing; it is the gift of God, not a result of works, so that no one may boast.