Are you feeling condemned? Maybe your awareness of you inadequacies has you keeping company with shame, anxiety, and depression. Some days you are on the mountaintop and the next in the valley. That is what our expectations do to us, friends.
Expectations are the executioners of embattled hearts.
They will always spotlight our shortcomings. I have been a prisoner of that camp far too many times. My heart is prone to forget what my head knows. Romans 8:1 ~, therefore, there is now no condemnation for those who belong to Christ Jesus.
I am at a place that I know it is my brokenness, not my goodness that is my badge of honor and that has made all the difference.
However, do I forget this at times? Yes! Do I have to remember this and reapply it when The Lord is excavating yet another lump of coal out of my heart? Absolutely! C.S. Lewis captured a brilliant truth when he said, “people need reminding a lot more than they need instructing.” I am forgetful, especially when it comes to myself.
Grace isn’t just for the shiny people who occasionally make mistakes because the truth is, inside there are no shiny people. Grace is for me, and it is for you; the sinful and struggling but always seeking.
God recently reminded me that my self-condemnation is an insult to Him. It is equal to me saying to Him; You got it wrong. You made a mistake. Let us not be deceived; The Lord makes no mistakes, and He works with imperfect, not impeccable people. May your heart find a glimpse of freedom here this Friday, friend. You were God’s idea; He makes no errors, and He says you are enough!